My two week of holiday are just gone like that.

i spent my days with rotting at my bed for few day.

and work.

what a boring holiday i have.

and so many thing for me to think about it right now.

hmm oh dam project deadline are coming,

and i only doing half ways.

aww.. dam

going back to school trm.

hmm life is back to the same.

okay should go to get some sleep now.

bye..

♥JiaJia

hmm today went to marina square to have yuki yaki for dinner.

for man teng farewell,

after dinner went to csc for pool.

then went home around 9+,

not much thing to update today..

nite people

♥JiaJia

i hate this feeling to the max..

you make me feel sorry for you.

i go and listen the song you asked me to listen.

and yet, my tears flow down .

what is this !

dam..

since a long time i did't not really down my tears, and i can feel the pain .

i really hate this !

A guy jus told me a story between him and a girl.





He asked that girl friends, will she be my girlfriends,

but the girl reply him i dun know. (because in the girl heart there is already someone living in side)

He asked, what what colour do she like ?

the girl reply maybe is oink, purple, blue and green,

He asked do she like soft toy,

she reply i think so, she have afew sotf toy on her bed.

he asked what type of soft toy she like,

she reply, pool bear!

He asked, why she left a few if she like?

she reply, because she past it to her cousin,

He asked,if i buy her soft toy,will she give it to her cousin,

she reply no!

HE asked, how did his EX touch her.

she said. he sang to her every night before she accept him.

Den the guy said, den i won't be able to do that, as he know his singing was totaly cannot make it!

and he asked again wad thing else did her ex do?

She reply, he will surpirse her,

He said, i dun think i can surpise her too. ! :(

He ask that girl, should i give up on her?

that girl asked ! WHY!

And the guy slowly list down all the point

1.) she is an angel to me, but i am a devil to her

2.) We a in a totaly different world

3.) she is such a cute and pretty to me.



the girl stop him and asked him.

is are not a pretty and cute, why did you said so.



He say i said she is pretty and cute , is because i use my heart to see anf felt, i am not using my eye to see.



and he carry on listing down ....

4.) if she and me are together, is just like a flower pluck onto a poop of shit.

5.) and if i and her were together. i will not able to get her happniess as they are lot of people coming for me, as i will put her in a danger place. i dun wish that to happen as well.

6.)if i and her were together she will be jealous of thoses girl smsing me, i dun wann her to be sad,

7.)and he say i also own people money now,



after saying that.he asked i should i give up on that girl..
i dun wish her friends to say she have a ahbeng boyf..
i dun wish her friends to say jer boyf is ugly....
i jus jus wish she will get any hurt.
this is all i wann,
although i can't be with her.
if she is happy,i will also be happy.
but if she know that i like her and wanted to tell her to night but i did not contact her.
will she be sad??

the girl reply.
she won't, she is understanding.
she will be happy that you think so much for her.
and care for her so much.

after that the guy went for his dinner.
right after he hang the phone, that girl recieve his sms,
the sms was saying..

help me tell her that treat him as i dun exist in this world, forget about him and forget that she had know me.

the girl saw this and she was like is there something happen to him.

the girl reply him. dun you wann to be friends with her anymore?

the guy reply. ya..................
because if i be friends with her she will have to help me do thing that she unwilling to help..
so i think dun contact her is the best, as i won't have any chance to hurt and and break my heart too...
and the guy ended with you tell her that she dun have reply this msg.......

the girl saw her heart a pain for that moment...

and th girl when to check her email. to see is there anything new, as she rem that he told him to check as he will send something to her...
and she open his maill.

the mail tittle was SPECIALLY FOR YOU MY DEAR.....

i love you more each and every day.
you are so beautiful and oerfect in everyway.
my love for you will never delay.
i will never let you go .
even for a day.

i will never leave you.
i will always be by yousside.
to hold you and protect you.
always make you day shine

on new year day.
the day we first kissed
i a beautiful day
that i will never miss

i will cherish you forever and ever
i will protect you through terror....
i will never make your heart tears..
i will only do the oppsosite and care.



DEAR i love you lot.
i forever will only love you..
MUACK!


aftter the girl read this, her tear start to down .
and say that you are so silly.
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the girl added that silly you are alway in my heart!.

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♥JiaJia

Oh dam,

all my stupid tot are coming back.

arh, sweetheart should i take take my stupid phone back from him ??

arh, help